Saturday, Jun. 21, 2003

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What's with all the bad karma? what did I ever do?

just when you think your day can't get any worse, it does; when i finally believe i can see the proverbial light at the end of the proverbial tunnel, everything undoubtedly goes awry, and i drift back into that state of quasi-depression which has haunted me for the past three months, and although I always think, well tomorrow it will be better, or this afternoon everything will change, i'll be happy again, I'll be myself again. and then it doesn't happen.

there is so much on my mind now that i'm too afraid to write. maybe that's my problem.