Tuesday, Apr. 27, 2004

right back where we started from

well, that's it . . . the school year is officially over. just one week of finals and then i am through. it all seems unreal . . . just yesterday it was spring break; the day before that, the beginning of this semester, the beginning of this year, the beginning of college altogether. i'll never understand it.

I am pretty excited to finally be going home and taking a break and seeing all of my good friends back home who i miss terribly. but at the same time it is incredibly sad. as much as i complain about it here sometimes and get frustrated with the people and my classes . . . i am going to miss them all terribly. especially since i won't be seeing everyone until senior year. and that seems impossibly distant.

the campus and the city are so beautiful this time of year. it all evinces memories of freshman orientation or the beginning of the year with cookouts on the quad and what not. i don't know what to think about all of these changes. i guess in the long run they are good but for now it just leaves me with an uncomfortable feeling. i don't know what to say.

either way, i am glad to be going home soon . . . it will be bittersweet for sure but i know we'll all be fine and have fun . . . . ok now i am just rambling. whatever. i hope i will make it through this hellish upcoming week so i can finally start thinking about the summer!